The blink

In the blinking of the lights enclosed i lay,

In metamorphosis, in periods of day

Can't consider what's first to say

What is legitimate for the thoughts of clay.

Can flight a worm demand?

Can run a babe ask for?

Can fight a joey understand?

Is now the time to ask for more?

The lights still a blinking as I wait to find

Is it the wires, or bulb or the current that binds

My hope for vibration of time to line

My ears, my sight will you be fine?

As the honeybee to nectar from day to day

Is this what should I face, the only way

If only the puzzle can just be solved

that blinking light will stop the scoff

As I wait here for the summer's heat

Would the future be bright or will it be bleak

Many nectar still to collect this time

The queen shall not know or chopped head be mine

The time has come to me decide

Turn off the blink, put time aside

It's not time's fault, God didn't say yes

The curve turns down, patience the best.

Growing up

Walking through the paths of grey

Going through clouds in meadows i lay

Long have i waited for this point of time

When an identity is truly mine

Dreams and visions coming to pass

More resolve on the Word is must

Lest I lose sight of priority to hold

Growing in fear timidity unfold

One foot into adulthood one in cloud nine

Another foot just refusing to leave the fine

The freedom that manhood seem to present

Yet the responsibilities many resent

Clouds of dreams can be felt now

Thankfully still to God I bow

Yet as the clouds become real

Dreams still distant, uncertainties feel

Could there be anything certain with life

Conflicts, struggles, passions with strife

Only the One I can truly fully trust

He is my core, my life, my crust

When young two roads diverge in the yellow woods

The choice is simple with "either or" of mood

When older multiple roads diverge in grey clouds

Choices to make cry out in the loud

Nothing in life is truly certain

Each curtain you pass through is another curtain

But just before you lose the fight due to the mountains

Remember the God of hope who springs forth your fountain.