Sunday, May 9, 2010

Growing up

Walking through the paths of grey
Going through clouds in meadows i lay
Long have i waited for this point of time
When an identity is truly mine

Dreams and visions coming to pass
More resolve on the Word is must
Lest I lose sight of priority to hold
Growing in fear timidity unfold

One foot into adulthood one in cloud nine
Another foot just refusing to leave the fine
The freedom that manhood seem to present
Yet the responsibilities many resent

Clouds of dreams can be felt now
Thankfully still to God I bow
Yet as the clouds become real
Dreams still distant, uncertainties feel

Could there be anything certain with life
Conflicts, struggles, passions with strife
Only the One I can truly fully trust
He is my core, my life, my crust

When young two roads diverge in the yellow woods
The choice is simple with "either or" of mood
When older multiple roads diverge in grey clouds
Choices to make cry out in the loud

Nothing in life is truly certain
Each curtain you pass through is another curtain
But just before you lose the fight due to the mountains
Remember the God of hope who springs forth your fountain.

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Rats mania... after and before.. (not for the faint hearted)


The pictures here are from the last part to the first part because I forgotten to do something. Enjoy!


The heart!

Heart, lungs, trachea....

More of heart, lungs and trachea

The diaphragm being shown by pulling the cartilage downwards.. lalala.. support!

Liver, stomach, intestines

Finding the bile duct

Round!

Eye-opener? or skin opener?


Squeek, squeek and smelly!

Insect pictures










Saturday, December 5, 2009

Once upon a time in my life

Awaited, Alighted now Afflicted

Feasible was word in mind
Received the offer to shine
Using talents for secular world
Sought the dream of things unfurl
The garden of herbs the place i was
Realising a dream too soon too fast
Another project to be done
Tedious, opportunity, fun fun fun..
Injected new knowledge in order to work
Only to impress did i truly lurk
Needing permission to walk in the murk

I did my best, my imperfect best; my hands were clumsy but must it just show?

Chance opens up new suns have dawn
And didst those hands land on my living lawn
Needing the touch that knits or tears
Transforming me either to a prince or a bear

Emperor court didst in i step
Xylophones of lies entered my breath
Princess flower was cold to feel
Lain to my heart why joy was kill
Another moment i cant explain just why
I was too selfish the flower won't know
No man is perfect please touch be real

Without regret i stormed the night
Hear in my home weary from a fight
You flower has eyes in my heart has light



................"Gomennasai."...............................

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Random thoughts

Enduring a feeling i can't explain
Living at a time of excitement and strain
Another passes by will things still be the same
Into adulthood of independence and pain
Needing more than wisdom as my heart grows faint
Enduring a feeling i can't explain.

I am a child.. a child of God

Morning by morning a new day is born
In and out let as past be torn
So much new beginnings each day is sworn
So much hope springs from each morn

You oh man have the power to change
Over the rivers a time of fame
Under the seabeds a lifetime of chance

Monday, November 16, 2009

My busy days

Jeremy's busiest holiday so far:

13 Nov: Choir performance at Indoor Stadium Sarawak
17th Nov: Choir performance for SMK BL Prize-giving Ceremony
19th Nov - 22 Nov: Singapore
23rd Nov: Guitar exam
24th Nov: MYF Committee Retreat
25th Nov to 5 Dec: Potential BSM choir practice / YCS
9th Dec to 11th Dec: School choir camp
12th Dec: Meeting
19th Dec: Christmas parade
25th Dec: Jesus' birthday
30 Dec: Prefect work in school

Thursday, October 1, 2009