Incomprehensible Words

The sound of the click

The preparation of the script

Within time a nick

Why all the sick

Once bitten twice shy

Third time sure die

Must it be bye

Or will it be hi

Food shall I feed

water I'll need

companion i'll greed

but shall silent calls heed

time to recoup

before I become soup

ideas to moot

is it all soot

words can't express

to whom i address

demanding to guess

that there is distress

need a saloon

to beautify gloom

will pass be moon

I hope its real soon

can I attempt

with skills unkempt

will i be sent

or the dream was bent

i shall rest now

before to fatigue i bow

cleanse all my foul

that i'll not kow tow

The Garden

The little garden near my home

Oh, how beautiful the flowers have grown

Though still small like buds of May

Seeing those sights lights up my day.

The little garden near my home

Oh how I try to shower tender care

To shield them from storms that I have known

And from the fierceness of trampling bears

Yet maybe it's due to greed

My little consciousness I not heed

Wrongs after wrongs i err again

Tender care loses and becomes a bane

I could feel the leaves stripping by bits

The storms too gentle but still it hits

I try to salvage the errs I done

Yet the more I try the more I can't

Feel so imperfect a gardener I am

Don't know what's best for the flowers I tend

Do I love flowers as flowers love man

Certainly I 'm not planting just to fill land

I don't know what to say anymore no sorrys could speak

Is silence now golden or would the future be bleak

What should I do now for this lovely garden

Do I understand enough to make it Eden?

The doubts of skills cloud doubts of love

Oh how I need guidance from above

God's creation needs the creators manual

Each second each minute not just annual

I have been anxious for the flowers to grow

Impatience diminished the beauty of glow

Added fertiliser maybe too much

I'm now confused of my feelings as such.

How would this garden be in years to come

This is all rented not yet my farm

Only the Owner can decide just now

Just want him to know His guidance I bow

All I want is those flowers to thrive

May the flowers into oceans of love dive

The blink

In the blinking of the lights enclosed i lay,

In metamorphosis, in periods of day

Can't consider what's first to say

What is legitimate for the thoughts of clay.

Can flight a worm demand?

Can run a babe ask for?

Can fight a joey understand?

Is now the time to ask for more?

The lights still a blinking as I wait to find

Is it the wires, or bulb or the current that binds

My hope for vibration of time to line

My ears, my sight will you be fine?

As the honeybee to nectar from day to day

Is this what should I face, the only way

If only the puzzle can just be solved

that blinking light will stop the scoff

As I wait here for the summer's heat

Would the future be bright or will it be bleak

Many nectar still to collect this time

The queen shall not know or chopped head be mine

The time has come to me decide

Turn off the blink, put time aside

It's not time's fault, God didn't say yes

The curve turns down, patience the best.

Growing up

Walking through the paths of grey

Going through clouds in meadows i lay

Long have i waited for this point of time

When an identity is truly mine

Dreams and visions coming to pass

More resolve on the Word is must

Lest I lose sight of priority to hold

Growing in fear timidity unfold

One foot into adulthood one in cloud nine

Another foot just refusing to leave the fine

The freedom that manhood seem to present

Yet the responsibilities many resent

Clouds of dreams can be felt now

Thankfully still to God I bow

Yet as the clouds become real

Dreams still distant, uncertainties feel

Could there be anything certain with life

Conflicts, struggles, passions with strife

Only the One I can truly fully trust

He is my core, my life, my crust

When young two roads diverge in the yellow woods

The choice is simple with "either or" of mood

When older multiple roads diverge in grey clouds

Choices to make cry out in the loud

Nothing in life is truly certain

Each curtain you pass through is another curtain

But just before you lose the fight due to the mountains

Remember the God of hope who springs forth your fountain.

Rats mania... after and before.. (not for the faint hearted)

The pictures here are from the last part to the first part because I forgotten to do something. Enjoy!

The heart!

Heart, lungs, trachea....

More of heart, lungs and trachea

The diaphragm being shown by pulling the cartilage downwards.. lalala.. support!

Liver, stomach, intestines

Finding the bile duct

Round!

Eye-opener? or skin opener?

Squeek, squeek and smelly!

Insect pictures

Once upon a time in my life

Awaited, Alighted now Afflicted

Feasible was word in mind

Received the offer to shine

Using talents for secular world

Sought the dream of things unfurl

The garden of herbs the place i was

Realising a dream too soon too fast

Another project to be done

Tedious, opportunity, fun fun fun..

Injected new knowledge in order to work

Only to impress did i truly lurk

Needing permission to walk in the murk

I did my best, my imperfect best; my hands were clumsy but must it just show?

Chance opens up new suns have dawn

And didst those hands land on my living lawn

Needing the touch that knits or tears

Transforming me either to a prince or a bear

Emperor court didst in i step

Xylophones of lies entered my breath

Princess flower was cold to feel

Lain to my heart why joy was kill

Another moment i cant explain just why

I was too selfish the flower won't know

No man is perfect please touch be real

Without regret i stormed the night

Hear in my home weary from a fight

You flower has eyes in my heart has light

................"Gomennasai."...............................

Random thoughts

Enduring a feeling i can't explain

Living at a time of excitement and strain

Another passes by will things still be the same

Into adulthood of independence and pain

Needing more than wisdom as my heart grows faint

Enduring a feeling i can't explain.

I am a child.. a child of God

Morning by morning a new day is born

In and out let as past be torn

So much new beginnings each day is sworn

So much hope springs from each morn

You oh man have the power to change

Over the rivers a time of fame

Under the seabeds a lifetime of chance

My busy days

Jeremy's busiest holiday so far:

13 Nov: Choir performance at Indoor Stadium Sarawak

17th Nov: Choir performance for SMK BL Prize-giving Ceremony

19th Nov - 22 Nov: Singapore

23rd Nov: Guitar exam

24th Nov: MYF Committee Retreat

25th Nov to 5 Dec: Potential BSM choir practice / YCS

9th Dec to 11th Dec: School choir camp

12th Dec: Meeting

19th Dec: Christmas parade

25th Dec: Jesus' birthday

30 Dec: Prefect work in school

Insects anyone?

More to come..

TMC Church Camp 2009 random pictures

Scenery.. wallpaper anyone?

The wise man builds his house upon the rock

Yup.. the rocky rocks rock!

More wallpaper

The spa (Saya Pokai Already)village.. read the price and u'll noe..

The great ruins of the former swimming pool

Place where activity goes on

Unique fan

Activity centre activity

Snake and ladders real time

Ku?

Souvenir shop

I wonder if this is copyrighted..

More copyrighted stuff?

Gecko!

the fish pond.. i wonder if they call it that..

double vision?

Funiture for your home

watching the big screens

Wine, anyone?

Testing my photography skills

more practice

Scratching his back?

Exterior of the grand ballroom

Basic Information Before Beaching

Egg-laying session

Football!

Downpour from the heavens? That won't put out any fire

Guess who's the two people there..

Cone-shape! Stabilty? Can withstand any tsunami

Pots on rocks

More scenery

Beware of the rocks hidden when the tide rises

My temporary hibernating place

Cozy!

What the management gave as n apology for keeping us waiting for our rooms.. 2 hours for this?!!! I shall give thanks :)

Registration

Food time!

Even Trinity Bookroom came to camp with us

Mark Geppert!

Sketches during fun night.. Biblical Adam and Eve versus Chinese Adam and Eve

Yes sir!

Try having a right and left hand which is not your own brush your teeth

How about make-up?

the Serpent.. sssss.....

Man who conquered the serpent